Lost

Lost,
I dont know where I want to be,
So I drink and I make a fool of myself cant you see?
I dance and act wild,
I seem like a little child.
I have no clue where I fit in,
So I dance around and I spin.
Round and round I go,
From one party to another I am going with the flow.

Please dont judge me,
You need not know what I can be,
I do all this because it makes me feel so free.
I feel an emptiness in my heart,
I wish I knew how to change that but I do not know where to start.

I work hard,
So I play harder,
I want to settle down, but dont want to settle,
I have no clue how to calm down this storm,
I keep feeling like I am reborn.

Partying makes me happy so I do it,
Drinking takes away the sorrow,
I need not think of the repricussions tommorow.
Is it possible to stop and smell the real roses,
I wish I could but another force opposes.

Lost,
I do not know where I want to be,
God can you help me so I can see.

Written By: Giti Fuchs Copyright © 2011